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28th...a day to remember

2009-02-23T00:36:00.002+08:00

Guess its been freaking 4-5months since i updated ya? well...guess i've been voted to be the worst asshole/jerk/bastard/moron for this very new year. Sometimes i've always think, whats best for a person? what does a person deserve to have or not to have? I believed i deserve nothing...not even the oxygen roaming around earth. Terence-san, ba-ka! Sigh...depressed depressed depressed...what am i gonna do? nothing...but just the old me...emotionless, do things alone, learn...push till the extend of dying so i know how i feel. Mi-na-san, o gen ki desu?

F1!! and a great news?

2008-09-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

Alright people i went down to work at SingaporeGP today...a.k.a F1! I'm under the stewarding department, even though very tough but i guess its worth it? i saw lots and lots of familiar faces! First i saw Alda, she is working under...cant remember which hotel! but as a kitchen helper. And saw Alina, who is working under hilton and she is currently studying in clementi ITE culinary skills..GOOD CHOICE!! ONE OF MINE! then of course saw this good Bro of mine, Meng Poh!!! i dont know isit coincident or not, he is working under Hilton TOO!!! So far saw some other familiar faces but they're all Shatec people...so not gonna further saw it out. And i recently went full time at my workplace, given a title...assistent manager. My job? Learn how to do paperwork, ordering and meeting suppliers. And of course learn everything that is required to learn. Today meet a new girl, pretty nice person see i pushing the stuff till gonna die off she offered me a sweet. Motivation i guess? or not? dont really care cause work still goes on!!! I took some video and pictures...maybe i'll post it up at the end of the whole event on sunday.
Ciao...

Deprived Life day 8

2008-09-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

Was expecting myself to go school today...but guess what? I dont know what i had caused my allegy on my body which is whole body i mean including my >>>ass...wth? Which is very unbearable! its extremely itchy yet tempted to scratch but you cant! of course went to work today...work responsibility guess i'm still better at that. Had Chao guo tiao today...tell the uncle no cockles...NO COCKLES!!! doubled confirm with him again NO COCKLES! i think he is both deaf and blinded...he put like two inside la...wth...cause my whole body to be more itch! anyways my whole body is like covered with calamine lotion...i'm all white...crap! nothing much gonna take my drowsy medicine now...if any happen to PM me on msn and i didnt reply = i'm A-SLE-EP ya? thanks for the taking the time to read through, thank you for your co-operation and hope to see you again. Bye Bye!
Thats all folks...CIAO!

Deprived Life day 7

2008-09-01T01:06:00.002+08:00

woah woah woah...terence you should take it easy man! That is for me myself. What happened? after that gather with 10DB on friday ended at 5am with sage though. and guess what next day i working and having another drinking session! this time worst! till around 6am!!! Killing myself badly man...but it was pretty alright. That day was my shatec best friend's birthday party! helped one of working colleague to drink her losing in game...heck! end up i'm drinking all for her!! cause she keep losing!!! lol? What can i say? dont want to see girls getting drunk? hmm...lets see nothing really much happened recently...i cant believed i worked so badly till i didnt do any of my projects with my group...guess next week is gonna be shit! or should i say tomorrow? and i'm working full week!!! FAGG!!! nevermind...life goes on...guess i gonna flank again for this semester...aye? thats all for now...
Ciao!

Deprived Life day 6 10DB gathers

2008-08-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was teacher's day celebrate but of course not for SHATEC. Hmm...didnt went to school due to really bad migrate! so i end up taking MC. feel like cutting my that bloody brain out so it wont affect me again! *argghh*! Anyways went to meet up with 10DB! meeting time 4pm but that LIT JIAJUN! he was late for more than an hour...how nice...whats the worst? he was the one who wants to meet early and find that meeting at 4pm is kinda draggy!? Anyways i meet up with ellen and weilun before heading to cityhall. Funny thing is i'm wearing directly opposite of what ellen is wearing.
Jiajun says: We all go drink @ starbucks ok?
Ellen says: Why not go coffeebean? since majority of us drinks coffeebean?
Jiajun says: Dont want...i got no money to drink @ coffeebean! i only got starbucks voucher!!
Everyone: Laughs OUT LOUD! cum no comments...
end up all go coffee bean drink and we treated jiajun to a very nice cup of 1/3 sugar syrup and 2/3 water! haas...he got tricked...this shows he is pretty blur also! me & alvin drank mocha ice blended, derrick had caramel mocha, ellen had...eh...i dont know what =X sorry! Larry came along with "shi mu" and off we go to pepper lunch...everyone ate...ALVIN!!! WHY NEVER EAT!!! Well nevermind i cooked my beef medium rare though thats the best i doneness i love for beef meat! Finished our meal we dropped by the fountain of wealth and took a glance and had some picture. Got to comment on this the EMC/DJ really suck big time especially his voice...freaky irritating! Off we went to holland V! open a bottle of smirenoff!!! its vodak just so you all know. jiajun had about 5 glass he fell asleep again...damn...always makes me wonders how he do that!? skilled i guess! first off was larry & "shi mu"...then alvin jaron and kef. so left me and ellen waiting for sage to come along, we drink and talk eat and talk...at last he came he had one helluva time! ellen was tired so we all decided to go back...cab-ed! ellen back home me and sage went to had some red wine! Not a bad bottle just that not flavoured enough but its still smooth to the throat, not as acidic as i expect...so i suppose their tannit(cant remember the spelling of it) content is not high. Went off at 5am reached home and watch TV awhile had my bath dropped dead! End of yesterday's gathering...but i should say its one helluva gather! People! we shall have something like this in one to two months time ya? please attend to it! Ciao!

Deprived Life day 5

2008-08-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

I went to rent some disc yesterday just to watch it in school during lesson. We watched "the pianist" very nice show i should say...its something about the world war II. Its about germans with jewish people and how russian came to settle it down. My class had a great time but sad to say no one appreciated my effort of renting it and doing all the video set up *disappointed yet again*! Today! is a very special day...its my friends' birthday and yes TWO of them. Well nothing much though just wished them happy birthday and both demanded me to bake -.-'' hmm...alright maybe next week i'll consider. Mom have currently went out for two days...i'm home alone...and i feel great! Life is great when you're all alone and no one cares. Guess i'll sign off here having some stomach problems...adios people...

Deprived Life day 4

2008-08-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

Today went ice skating with my classmates didnt know its one of their birthday. We had a little fun but still i seemed to not really enjoyed it even though i tried to smile and go high throughout the event. I was thinking of buying a skates and learn how to skate well. But its just a though. And i've tried to join the Singapore Kendo Association...pretty cool...hope i can get through the audition. Been pretty stressed lately...felt like i've been tied down by something but i dont know what. Life goes on yes and bla...decided to continue doing what i'm doing now for the rest of the 10years down the road or so...at least i do enjoy it i guess...maybe not? no idea? Sometimes people asked me why never go out with your friends? Man...i'm living in a deprived world! Alot of things just happen to clash and i end up alone doing which ever stuff it is! thinking of something my ex mention...maybe i'm alone all the while? well...dont really care! There is nothing much in my life that is worth the fight...at least i know my dream is worth. Using my dreams to push myself everyday to the limits, so as i dont feel tired or anything...and talking about that my mom is giving me all the cash problems again...bills and bills and bills...mom and dad and dad and dad...peace is a problem at home..or should i say my home is too peaceful that you felt nothing in it.
Adios people...

Deprived life day 3

2008-08-25T23:19:00.003+08:00

Ok today is really a helluva Sleep deprived day...i slept around 3am and a nightmare a ghost was like haunting me non-stop! and of course i woke up...and bloody hell!!! ITS ONLY 6AM!!! MY LESSON IS AT 11.30!!!! *pissed~* so didnt get any sleep and when to school with a zombie face again...tried to sleep abit in class but totally cant so i breaked a record of one full day totally no nap time...which is pretty impressive *clap clap clap* alright i'm being sarcastic for a moment. Tomorrow is a project day so i'm off from school...tomorrow going out with some of my classmates for some ice skating and celebration of birthday and of course work...and work and work...friday is drinking session for 10DB...man...everyone better be present if not...if not...well ok nothing -.-''' its not like i'm gonna kill you or what? Soon its gonna be end of month aye? Kinda missing something real bad but well cant be helped...just being deprived i guess? Lately my dad have been troubling me and i felt kinda frustrated, can you believe it? he called me in the middle of my work just to ask me how to on the scv? And its like so busy and i though its something important or emergency! and he come out with this kind of asking...damn...whats wrong with the world man...i just wanna enjoy my work time alone! And its ruin ruin RUIN EVERY SINGLE TIME! DAMN!~ Just asking for some peace man...why people keep coming up with problems to pester me...life just suck for those moments!

Deprived life day 2

2008-08-23T12:56:00.003+08:00

Last night was one helluva enjoyment at work. Ok even though its pretty tiring in school, heard that my class is gonna get into some trouble again...and majority of them is launching a complain! Damn...my class sure know how to keep fighting, they dont even know what ground they're standing on now...they may sink and get everyone in trouble,stubborn classmates of mine. Anyways after school went to work, was pretty busy for last night work from 5 till 3!!! but never felt tired at all, i get to know this two indian people man they both are pretty drunk -.-'' one is working as a resturant manager as the other is working as a PMP in a company no idea whats that but its pretty much for a rank. So anyone interested in eating italian cuisine let me know got discount! That PMP guy HA! he sure is looking forward to me working as a manager in hotel industry, he keep saying words to support me...even offered me a cigrette, so of course didnt turn him down had a great chat with him! gonna email him just to keep in contact, since they're regulars. I guess for a man, working life is always the most enjoyable...the people you meet, the situation you get into, the problems, ways you solve it and how chances are given...damn...why cant life seems brighter than that?And i may delay my work over at clarke quay since i told my boss that if he stays i'll stay. Had been drinking pretty much lately...haas...whats wrong with me. Anyways i found back my hamster...he really give me a shock of my life! Guess its just me,work,studies,learning and my hamsters to live out through my life! enjoyment i guess...damn...
Adios min-na-san...

Deprived life day 1

2008-08-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

I shall start with my workplace, yesterday i was working with this new myanmar girl. ok she dont look like one. some backgrounds about her, she studied primary when she is back in myanmar, she had her mid and high school days in JAPAN!!! which is around 5yrs. And yes she can speak japanese...how cool~! and now she is currently in SIM, she is attached with a bf for 2yrs and for some quarrel she go cut herself...damn! girls outside please dont do this kind of things! its totally not worth it!!
Nowadays, life have been abit out of place...as in really very extremely out of place! one of my hamster went missing in the house...and yes i'm still searching for him! sigh~...bad omen. Fallen sick...lately my migrate seems to be getting worst, and recently i'm suffering from several chest pain which is really an ass! but still...hanging on...not gonna die yet, ok maybe soon? (dont really wanna cheat myself on that though).
Had a great plan and chat with ellen last night, man! that was one helluva chat ellen! looking forward to those hope i'm still alive by then? just kidding...
Suddenly i remember of this that someone once mention to me that "a person who always help people, are the one who really needs the help" haas...sure do make people wonder har? So i think there is nothing much i can do in my life but FIGHT! BANZAI! Gonna change my job after this month, going to work in a club as my new job and quit my pub. Sure gonna miss those times there, more like watching people "drunk" times aye? guess thats all...adios mi-na-san...

190808 lame shit day

2008-08-19T19:33:00.002+08:00

Terence...had a really shit day today...early in the morning bitten by hamster, after that saw someone in school that is very funny. People may not know the joke but this is what she said "terence, i think you have a problem with me". Only those who stays back with me in outlet will know what happened. Ended school early today...around 1+ went home didnt do anything but stoned off! And for those people who seen my new msn, please dont misunderstood i'm not attached! Its just this friend of mine we always backed one another so we given each a nick. Life cant be any sweeter...terence find that he is deprived to every single thing on earth and off the earth. Well...ill-fainted life? haas...terence is laughing at himself...how boring...

180808 monday blues

2008-08-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

Recently life have been pretty bad for me...like say...today? Had a bad start of the day with not enough sleep due to biological alarm, bought milo at vending machine end up getting a milo which looks like one but taste and look like coffee...ending up drinking milo coffee...how funny? yes people laugh all you want...go ahead. Had a bad exam today too, totally didnt studied for it, and once again i flanked another paper! feel like going to a chalet or sun tan again...so i can really relax myself. A trainer saw me today...the moment she saw me first sentence "terence...why do you look so sad~?", guess its written all over my face! Rushed down to work after my paper, and it rained...isit me or isit just my luck? Forgot to bring my work uniform, so i weared my formal...HA! makes me look like a manager down there...*whistle~ whistle~ whistle~* After work, went down to my original store...that freaking guy actually screwed up and been so stress for the sake of 10bucks shortage! Me and my colleague actually rushed down and help him, and he was like totally no graditude of like buying us a drink or anything...can you believe that!? Cant believe there is a guy like him...working for 1yr+ and dont know some simple rules and regulations and the taboo of certain things...thank God he dont work with me often...so i guess that was pretty unlucky since i got held there for like 50mins!!! Eventually went home...and now blogging...feeling pretty tired but still cant get to sleep...guess my insomnia is getting bad to worst and worsen everyday as it past. Terence was just wondering...how will life be 10years down the road? a workaholic? a dead man? maybe someone who doesnt exist in the first place?

The 2nd Regret of my Life

2008-08-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

Terence is back. Terence is restless. Terence felt regret. Terence is hurt. Terence is tired. Have you ever been through a situation when you felt that something told you to stay but yet your brain give in to selfish thoughts causing you to leave? And yes i did! it happened to me...regret yes i am! very i should say. But certain things cant be helped..maybe its meant to be this way so i know what is real to me? Anyways school have been pretty tiring and so but work is of course tiring but fun to me always. Terence is quitting his holland V job, he is now going to work at clarke quay in one of the clubs! Midnight jobs...haas...thats what i've always been looking for! Terence never seem to know his own limits, Predicting that my life will end when i'm in my late 30s or early 40s. Terence is still the him, never change...dont sms or call people but only people sms or call him. Man...how did i even do that? was suddenly wondering how did i maintain my communication with others! especially important people to me!! Maybe thats why...i lose something important to me? Anyways terence had a break off...and YES! yet another one...how irony? guess thats my love life? sadden...~

Anyways i bought hamsters!!! i got 3 little cute hamsters, black and white fur, i name them, little devil, little angel, 2nd wife...i decided to d.i.y things for them. Maybe maze, house, clothes and collars!

Sweet things and latest update of myself 16th july

2008-07-16T23:37:00.003+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!?!? alright my girl did something really really sweet, she called me up just to say "GOODNIGHT"!!! HOW MUCH SWEETER CAN SHE BE!?!?!?!? *SMILE!!!!~* As usual we havent been meeting up recently but we did talk on phone, as in really alot on phone! our latest record 8hrs!!!! How we did that? man...seriously i've totally no idea!!! Due to that!!! i've been missing her real bad, sometimes its really hard to get to bed without her voice to comfort me. I'm GONNA SEE HER TOMORROW!! WOO~~! Lately she seems very tired with her school work and everything...how i wish i had studied well in secondary so i can help her out in someways or another! WEIQING!!! THIS IS FOR YOU!!! dont think that you're eating up on to my time!!!! As a MATTER OF FACT!!! IT IS NOT!!!! Please dont feel this way...

My life recently? I've become the class rep yet again...how nice aye? but its alright...enjoy the job and it keeps me more awake during classes? I got back some results didnt do very well and yes i'm kinda sad about it! but THANK GOD!!! my POA scored an "A"!!

Alright this for now folks...i'm tired gonna go back to my school work and head to bed! LOVE you people but NOT AS MUCH AS MY GIRL!!! =P!! CIAO!~

WEIQING!!!

2008-07-02T20:44:00.003+08:00

Alright gonna do my blogging right now, after much planning and editing! I met a girl, man i should say she is beautiful!! She has got a lovely smile, and I always mesmerized by that. A unique character, and she makes me feel like the luckiest guy in THE WORLD! and i mean THE WORLD! I should say...i didnt expect this to happen, but things just seems to be destined? And when i say unique, she really is! She loves to talk alot, bugs people, even though she got her hyper and unhyper times but still i'll say she makes me want to love her even more each day! Being with her i really felt very XIN FU! this feeling...i gotta confess that i never felt with my other ex-es. Our 1st date...haas...i was such a blockhead! I even asked her if she or me can bring someone along. Whoever wanna hit me on that go ahead! cause i know i really did something stupid. I will say that i've really fallen for her...

Her birthday...i decided to make her a cake! Pittra Thanks for that day ya? I made...Orange liquor chocolate cake. That day was really a rush for me i finish my exams, straight away i went home pick up my recipe and some items and *POOF!* i take a bus straight to jurong east! Bought all my ingredients, i rushed all the way to pittra's house...just to borrow her oven...lol? 1st.. i made the sponge cake, while baking i prepared the truffle cream for the cake...FYI people its my first time baking and i've given it to her =). i made quite a mess out of the kitchen but after much patient and love, at last the cake is produced! I wrapped it up, took the mrt down to Orchard, meet up with kaishi & elenanor...deposit the cake to Fish&co. (We planned something out!). Of course we enjoyed our dinner bla,so,yes,ya,and...the birthday girl~ was leaded to the toilet HA! thats the time where i appear! i change up as a fish&co. staff prepared the cake at the side hiding my presence...and slowly i walk up to her and "excuse me mdm, your cake" haas...i cant forget that scene! and the best thing is i served the girl i like...BLESSED!

This is gonna be a long post...people~ bear with me =). Soon its gonna be 'O' lvls soon, of course time have been abit tight for her, not saying she being exhausted. Many homework and revision to do for upcoming test papers. I'm kinda worried for her studies, and i felt that the best thing i can do for her now is to give her time, space and support. Thinking through i have decided that i shouldnt disturb her until she finishes =). May sound cruel to me *sniff~*, but still its best for her! I'll cheer for her at the side and give my best wishes! So...weiqing this is for you, contact me when you're able to, cause i dont wanna disturb or distract you!

And~...thats all folks! Love you people, especially my girl ε('(●̮̮●̮)')з!

New Year 2008

2008-01-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

My oh my...never blog again. Recently, no events. Hmm...i'm currently now working in outlet. Man the first day was like "chickens running without head?". I kinda messed up that day on one of the table's orders. But overall...still good. Tomorrow will be my first time as Head Waiter at outlet...am like totally excited!!! Anyways everyone happy New Year! cheers :)

christmas 07

2007-12-25T02:12:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! What a year i should say har? There're so many things that happened this year so many things i wanna say. This year my christmas wish is that...everyone around me will lead a better life!...Cheers people ^^
Thanks ellen and junxian for making the gathering happening ^^
& of course my dearest dearest pittra thanks for invitation =P happy birthday to you pit!!!

EAST COAST 5n2

2007-12-09T00:48:00.000+08:00

WOah...long time never blog le. Wonder how is everyone doing today?? Anyways today i went for the 5n2 gathering man its really fun. Even though not much people came. LIHUI!!! too bad you missed it out...gosh you'd better come and join us ya. (someday i guess?) alright...nothing much. School kinda stress up...but at last its exams week and HOLIDAY! Mi-Na enjoy yourself alright? cheers ^_^

ciaoz...

inter beauty

2007-11-02T20:52:00.001+08:00

My topic today...hmmm...beauty. After this few weeks in school i realise even if you're a transex or bi-sexual or even ugly i find them beautiful. i'm starting to see the inner beauty of people. They may not be pretty or hot in their figure but trust me their character is shining like a bright star!! Am i like promoting the girls in my school? Nah...!! its just something i find its happy to share with. guess thats all...right...

sigh...about girl again

2007-10-17T01:56:00.000+08:00

As usual life is cruel...was nominated as a class rep and chairman for my theme party event. GREAT!!! screwed up. Nothing is going well...but i'm still putting up a smile infront of my class which is kinda ironic...or maybe more of fake? Someone PM me on msn today...not that i hate you...but i'm trying hard to...i still miss that face...
Sorrows...sorrows...sorrows...my blog is just full of that...all kinds of sorrows is dumped here. Too busy in life that i didnt even enjoy a day of my own, NONONO!!! i enjoyed my day...maybe just certain part which is freaky annoying! Now officially a well-known person in school...students know me...teachers know me...admins staff knows me...even cleaners know me...
How do i make my life easier? chopping myself? whack people up? scold my class? or just be a crazy asshole doing idiotic stuff? None will be done...silent is still the best!! As always...ciaoz...

First examination in shatec

2007-09-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

At last a time to breath to blog...anyways today is my first examination in shatec! and today is also my first paper which is Food Service Management...the crazy thing is that i dont know a single crap about it. worst still i'm the top student in my class for progress test and 2nd for the intake...and now i'm gonna fail seems nice? kinda bad though. Anyways i'm trying really hard in life right now everyone if sometimes i forgot to reply you please pardon me...as i get carried away with my studies. And now i'll just keep on running in my life...i dont know why but i'll keep on running cause i know if i keep on running one day i will get what i always dreamed of...

Tired and weary...just wanna sleep...my eyesight is getting worst nowadays dont know isit a lack of sleep or isit i stress myself too much on words? well...no idea? anyways...soon gonna be my end of nightmare!!! ok...blog another time. ciaoz...
cheers!!

people that i've feelings for

2007-09-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

hmm...what should i blog today? OH YA!! friday i went over to SAFTI and did some serving i was commis server in row 2 for that day. Believe me with all the serving and moving of equipments it was totally great! awesome i should say...how excited i'm that i nearly lost my mind. Anyways i got the chance to see a...dont know what is his rank but only know he got TWO!!!STARS!!!!...well went home after that...kind boring but fun...1-11pm << enjoyment period. today had some chat with lengleng...talking about girls that i've feelings for...one is MG another is well...cannot mention. But leng...you understand right? shhh......dont spread a word ya? Anyways we had "subway" it was good, alright. ok counting down on 12days to examinations. tired and sick,tired and sick,tired and sick...I WANT HAPPINESS!!!!!....cannot get lehz...-.-''' just piggy around...its a joke -.-'''
Cheers!!!...
ciaoz......

Still depress after sometime

2007-08-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

Long since i blogged! so now i'm gonna do that...nowadays nothing much happen in school but just projects and test...3weeks later gonna have exams again. Its really fun but i better eat more fish oil to improve on my memory. Get to know quite afew new friends great chat great day...but still not in the mood. Just wondering what if i'm a gay? what if i love guys but not girls...the fact i actually have feelings for a guy before...an awesome guy...but too bad he has got a girl. Sigh...sigh...sigh...why am i sighing...i dont even know. Ain't laughing...ain't smiling...isit that i'm tired or isit that i dont know why am i smiling or laughing for? cant even unriddle that question inside me. Not feeling very well nowadays have bad headaches, stomach pains, eye pains and lost of appetite...sounds bad but i'm getting used to it...

WDA PAPER!!!

2007-08-12T01:07:00.001+08:00

WDA PAPER!!!~~ its quite easy with alot of repeat questions but also alot of tricky questions!!!! I've like 5 out of 50 questions that my answers are uncertain. Hope it will be fine. Dont know what really happened to me, i cant really talk like the way i used to...i lost that sense of humour again...like wise...i tend to become more serious in my life. CRAP!? setting a rule to myself...not to smoke...not to curse...drink but not drunk. I seem to become...more and more shy...less and less confident...
Dont worry i'm still trying very hard in my studies...my same old quota...impossible is nothing, nothing is impossible. Dont really make sense but i'm gonna make the impossible...possible!...KEEP IT UP TERENCE!!!

day after NDP

2007-08-10T22:26:00.003+08:00

Mood ain't that great today...and just nice i had my barshowman today...i drinked like hell...gulpping up 3 high ball glass size of cocktail...to name it...its "gimlet, sunrise, sunset" but still cant get my heart contented. And i had a meal in school...chit chat with waiter and others...it was fun but...neh...not good enough? So well...tomorrow is my first paper in shatec...its set by WDA...how great!! FYI read up on your social study to identify "WDA". Oh ya! was very sick today...sneezed till i feel my eyes and nose dropped~ somehow manage to end my school day with it. TIRED TIRED STRESS STRESS SAD SAD SAD BAD BAD BAD DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!!~!~!~!~!~! nearly picked up a cigarette today...wanted to just keep cursing...but i didn't...maybe its because i promised...

day after N

2007-08-10T22:26:00.001+08:00

NDP 07

2007-08-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

Decided to blog today...when to suntec with jiajun, lun, larry, tara, joen, ellen, jinghan and sage. Great time...maybe not...all i want now is to drink till i drop! I feel like saying something...but i know i'll regret for life...but here it goes~. Everything will be the last today...talk, see, walk, enjoy...it will all end today...from this moment onwards...we're never known to one another...we're not even strangers...or should i say from now on...we're worst than just strangers. You never existed i should say. And...dont ever talk to me again...its been cruel to me...
Decided to live a life alone...never to touch my heart again...now its dead...i shall not feel anymore...
*Tears of a man, a pain that can never be describe...*

first real practical

2007-08-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Things never change...suffer again. Today did my practical...i was the head waiter. But wanted to help my staff ended up got scolded...teacher said "you have alot of staff tell them to do, why you do it for them" just wanna be helpful end up like that. then nevermind everyone so blur off...was so screw up! but stupid thing is my comment cards are all positive...wonder why? cause almost all are my friends. Anyways ya...was kinda tired nowadays...projects, exams! Anyways there is a event for 5n2 to go watch NDP fireworks. Hope at least a 8people will attend if not...well gone case i guess. Wanna ask how am i doing? My answer is very obvious its a "NO" so dont bother asking...thanks...
"judgements are never to be placed on the go, judgement should always be given after a though...everyone is worthy of a second chance"

irony thing

2007-08-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

Everyday is like monday blues to me now...so dull, so sad...so...so...sigh...Anyways today in school we did 16 cocktails, that means i drank 16 cocktails...including the famous "Singapore Sling" everything was nice...i did the wash up have a chat with my teacher, it was great...but wasnt satisfy...something is missing i guess. Maybe someday i'll be blind, everyday i suffer from eye pain...it was really bad. What if one day i go blind? and my memory betrays me...will i forget everything? Maybe it will be better for that kind of things to happen. Won't it? I should just be alone...maybe thats just my life......
"life is sopfisticate...complicated...once you really look into it, it wasnt really that bad..."

irony things

2007-08-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

Everyday is like a monday blues to me...everything so pale...so dull...torturing...what a pain. Today in school did 16cocktails including one of the famous "Singapore Sling" which i didnt get to try what a waste. I did the wash up...have some chat with the teacher...It was great, trust me! And of course i had my dinner...and now i'm back at home blogging...dont even know why am i doing this...out of my sense? I might go blind someday in the future...currently now suffering from eye pain everyday, it was really bad. What if i go blind? my memory turn me away...will i forget everything i want to...or even those i dont want to. "Comment je souhaite il était toujours foncé dans ma vue" guess it will never happen...
au revoir chacun...

Pathetic life

2007-08-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

[c=14]Back...again...today when to help out my mom. My dad told me that...my eye bags are getting worst. Ain't sleeping well...ain't enjoy my life. Why must people around me do the same thing? I dont wanna feel anymore...i should stop feeding my heart...its time for it to die off. I dont even wanna talk right now...i just wanna be alone...I dont want to see...hear...or even...know. I'm weary now...everything around me is heavy...even the air i'm breathing on...how pathetic can i be?...sigh.........[/c]

First day of school at shatec

2007-07-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

First day of school at shatec,my oh my! its really mindblowing...very excited about it for and during f&b operation(practical) lessons i was offically known as the temporary class rep. kinda fun though the class give me all the crap but i hope i'll remain as the permenant class rep as its a good chances to try it out. Anyways its really tough at shatec lots and lots of stuff to learn and memorise XD hope i can make it. Anyways i saw nick so ya cool har? lol...my never ending burning passion...here GOES NOTHING!
"a promise is just a empty promise, A promise made with trust,courage and love thats what makes a promise"

070707 a day to remember

2007-07-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

Whats the different between man and boy, its not their age its not about puperty but its about the things they experienced in life. When hunting for my clothing today. Found them and bought them at JP john little. Also went to have a chat with adam and mabel...its great to see them its been a long time and had a great chat! Life seems different everything i take a walk there. Then take-away some sweet talk went to store...did some chit chat with other people in IMM. After that did FOC work at guardian still feeling fresh. Saw some family having dinner together while walking...i really do envy them being able to have such a nice cosy supportive family. How i wish that would happen to me. Till now home...is still empty vest, siblings maybe irritating and annoying but i hope i really have one someday...someone to be with? someone to hold on to...someone to chat with...
"Things that are precious should always be by your side, things that you loved should never be given away."

special birthdays

2007-07-06T12:43:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello Hello ALL!~ well...yesterday and today is a special day? just wanna wish both the lucky fellas a happy happy awesome birthday!Enjoy your day and your birthday. Well...ok cant sleepp well as usual~ at work damn stress do the manual ticketing XD do till eyes pop out gonna drop!!! Thats it end of story...blablabla...all have a great day! ciaoz!

NICE TAG~!!!

2007-07-02T14:40:00.000+08:00

*Impressed* didnt take a look at my blog for awhile i see quite afew tags! totally cool i should say. From now on i'll be updating everyday will be giving my blog some timeslots. Kef you too try hard you'll achieve what you deserve. Here is something funny me,siong,ronald,yongcai(guardian crews) we all did our haircuts HA! 30th june work till 3.30am in the morning very xiong! but SIC promise us to KFC delivery...so i suppose everyone will order without being merciful ya? oh ya and 10days...maybe one day free we go sun tan? havent done that for ages...kinda missing the sun. Thats all for today...gtg prepare for work see ya all soon? real soon??

updated at last?

2007-06-28T00:12:00.001+08:00

back...back...back...what is life when there is no purpose? well thats the beginning of what we call a life of emotionless. If ya lead this kind of life...well people you'd better get a life? ok anyways school is gonna start soon for me real soon? feeling very tired working...and a very cool thing to say i did a hair cut on the same day siong(guardian crew) did. Awesome right? its like totally cool!?! AND!!! people stop giving comments about my hair? man its really depressing you know XD ciaoz...

updated at last?

2007-06-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

Found nothing...

2007-06-21T12:01:00.000+08:00

Somehow i found nothing...maybe its just that i lost the boldness within me or isit my courage?Man...i seriously have no idea.Been very tired lately....everyday 1.30-2.30am gonna suffer from my dad's phone,10-11am in the morning have to suffer from mom's phone...damn freak! when am i gonna have the chance to rest, feel like moving out staying alone. peaceful...isit it?sigh...i'm losing the touch,losing my senses...losing the courage. its just all pitch black...Anyways did my typhoied vaccination yesterday...seriously its no shit! i gonna travel from clinic to poly then to clinic back home then to clinic again but of cause did the injection. The feeling of it...how to describe...guess its just sweet...i'm sick? nah just me...feel like i'm talking to myself...sigh...

searching

2007-06-20T00:03:00.001+08:00

Just like everyone they found who they are and what they are looking for, me i found what i want and to achieve. But nowadays i seems to cant understand myself like i lose my self. Isn't it stupid? Guess understanding yourself is hard. i'm searching somehow...used to be noisy but now start to silent up...always smiled from heart no matter what but now...cant even do that. WORST OF ALL!!! Why must i always be the one stuck up squeezed like a tomato in a sandwich,whenever my mom is unhappy with my dad. Very tired of everything...sometimes just wants to be alone but didnt get the chance. Guardian gang having a chalet soon...guess i'm gonna drink till my heart content!!!!Cheers...to all people i loved...

bad day at kbox

2007-06-14T00:25:00.000+08:00

alright alright!GUYS! my apology for what happened today at kbox, but wasn't really in the mood. That won't happen again ya ^^ alright? peace out man!chill...~~hmm..."nothing is impossible,impossible is nothing" this phrase keep appearing in my mind keep hearing it.Isit just me or? no idea either...Anyways something funny happened at guardian. WEILUN IS EXPOSED!!!! BY ARMI!!!!a.k.a army! <<---a.k.a military! lol...haas...now whole guardian know this so call secret?? And of course this ARMY is keeping a secret about me also,asking and she keep on dont wanna tell me. abit lame and stupid? well...guess thats all nothing much hanging up,gonna stop and yes stopped typing CIAOZ!!!

10th of june

2007-06-10T13:30:00.001+08:00

Like every usual boring mornings...woke up doing the usual stuff isn't that ironic? Gosh seems YES~ to me. yesterday went poke poke with leng leng and lan sai. poke till feeling abit blues...since its midnight and its already a monday morning,the monday blues spirit sure got to me fast eh? sick...and...tired...sorrowful and pain? bored!~

torture

2007-06-08T13:04:00.001+08:00

Whats a legend? a legend is someone who understands certain things that is beyond our knowledge. Not doing very well this few weeks, having sleepless nights <<--- thats what i call a real torture! Seems that it cant be helped? anyways had lunch with chinyang yesterday or should i say dinner instead? quite fun? but abit quiet! Knew my mummy's foster daughter lol?fierce face -.-'' after that was near guardian. Meiqin extremely good mood cause the BOSS! said that everything nice nice?(tomorrow will be bright) Went to jurong spring mac teach a friend of mine maths. rusted cant really do maths nowadays how? guess its time to polish them up...sigh...

An idiotic guy

2007-06-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

Chinyang you wanna know i'll tell ya next time. have been very tired lately working and working...my meters are hitting "emotionless" bar. Again i wanna scold JIAJUN AGAIN!!!DUDE! you talk about responsibility talk about kindness about caring and all things but what ya doing...didnt came for work give so much excuses. NO SHIT MAN! NO SHIT!! where is your sense of responsibility? you're a disappointment to me dude...you need cash we get you a job. you need to work more meiqin give you the working hours and now you backoff? you just screw it up and shitting your ass away.

regrets

2007-05-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

Once again...HI! ok hmmm...where should i start from too many things happened nowadays. Gosh well...anyways just sucks..dont feel like saying it out. Got a new girl joining GG(guardian gang) all in-charge say she chio bu? eh...seriously guys! she is like a ice stick? not even hot! well...glad she joined less burden in my work lol. Evil me...=P alright back to business nowadays bad things just keep happening and the stupid thing is that whatever i say out and told the person not to tell anyone. guess what! they freaking dont listen and just spread...and now its like so F***! troubles to worst? I regret telling the truth then a lie...i should have lie. And jj you really suck! should say anything to you in the first place...freaking bastard you!!!
Signing off! world peace...

what happened days ago

2007-05-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

hmmm...ok where should i start from?oh ya last few days while going home saw alicia cant recall which day but was chatting on bus. nothing much though...-.-'' OH! And i went out with guardian gang woot...gooosssshhh...its quite fun manage to know meiqin abit more? even though not really close. Was wondering how are others doing nowadays, report to me if you all having any events or so? i'm bored...work work work what else more can i find and do? someone enlighten me? please?

re-make blog

2007-05-12T12:49:00.000+08:00

People complain here and there about me updating my blog. Well...its done now,satisfied people!? guess not. Anyways ya tomorrow is mother's day,great days to mothers wish you all a happy mother's day! life is being tiring nowadays...kinda no life but i'm working on it. 2more months...shatec here i come XD. Alright gonna do some preparations before work. Take care all...ciaoz!

laziness after Os

2006-12-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

After so many days of laziness at last i came to update this blog of mine! Once again...HEeLLOoW everyone =P. ok lets recall back to the day of last paper...when out with 10days ppl after it. when to escape!?!? was very quiet dont know is due to the rain or something else? no idea either LOL? recall recall...we when to vivo!! on the way saw cheryl saw meiling...what coincidence ya? Anyways i enjoyed the day.

Anyone watch DOHA OPENING CEREMONY!!! Starting they show "PEACE UPON EVERYONE" wth? lol...anyways great songs were sang even Jacky Cheung was there to sing for them!!! its really so uber cool man!?!? Despite their performance were all quite common and already BUT!!! BUT BUT BUT!!! their torch relay was the most happening event ever happened in all the years of asian games!!! its totally cool and awesome! So everyone please watch DOHA 15TH ASIAN GAMES!!!WOOOHOOOOO~!!! ALL THE BEST TO SINGAPORE!!! win more GOLD AND SLIVER MEDALS! 3 cheers for SINGAPORE!!! HIP HIP HURRAY! HIP HIP...HURRAY!! HIP......HIP...............H-U-R-R-A-Y............................OH YEAH!!!

first day at westmall

2006-10-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

First time working at westmall branch today. Of course saw the two IC got introduced...ok its cool and awesome...after that...work~ not very well done today but hey after one of the IC left i had a great chat with the other one...lolz...chatting for 2hours till i'm off work!?!? since she didnt mind either why must i? lolz...so well just get over it =P ok gtg sleep early...sleep tight everyone! and get well soon for those who're sick. Wishing A Great day tomorrow for those who had a bad day today. World PeACE!~

memorial night!!

2006-10-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

Once again i want to thank the teachers for being with me all this times whenever i need help, what you teachers have said really touches my heart...and without you all!!! there wouldnt be this yuxuan standing infront of you all. 5N2 you guys really ROCK the hell off the whole thing...and i know we'll all be friends forever! All the laughters we had tears...sorrows...problems...we been through it! its because we're a class not by the term but by the heart. Thank you all friends...i love you all!!! All the best for your O lvls and all your endeavours. And kelly tan, sally pang, Mr ting, Lynn Ng, Mr shaheful, Mrs heng, Mr LeeHH, Miss Lui, Miss Agnes YOU ALL JUST ROCK MY LIFE!!...

ok now back to what happened...when to rul house before the graduation, we did some crap stuff haas...lame to say! took taxi there...walao HENGWAH!!! was so damn late i wait for him like mad! btw xueyan hengwah you two have cool ties!When its time for my testimony...i nearly cried after what teachers told me. We sang our hearts...(graduation by vitamin C) awesome...till voice XD. JH birthday!! once again wish him a happy birthday! We did a 5N~~~~~~~~...2!!! for 3 times woot...it feels great! had our pictures...done my say "hi" thingy...well i did it! oh yeah!!

After it ends...was sitting at one of the tables with jiajun and lun...suddenly mabel leong our principal came to sit down and have a chat with us!?!? it was great! had a handshake with her...WOW! oh man today is like a day i could never get my mind out of it. After that when to westmall with some 5N1 girls and jiajun lun...bought my coffee bean...meet up with another friend when to jp had a movie...after that ton at PM 7-11...saw zul!! LOL ZUL!!! haas...nevermind...had some lame chats as usual...some people give me attitude as usual also! after that had my breakfast at mac...omg! at 5.30am? wth? reach home at around 7 like that...when online woot! was first! then saw daryl online...had some chat...then we both went for our baths. Still energetic! i watch some tv...after that...guess what the rest of the day is boring...even now i'm bored!!! 5N i just love you all...i dont why but i cant help stopping saying that...I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! TEACHERS TOO!!!!~~~ WORLD PEACE ALL!!!~~~HELL!!! YEAH!!!!~~~

early! EARLY!!!~

2006-10-13T10:37:00.000+08:00

7.34am was awaken by a sms from jo!!! after that cant get back to sleep...OMG! JO WHAT YOU DOING!?!? its like i slept around 3+ yesturday...then now 7am -.-'' holiday today lehz...though that i can sleep with ease then your sms~ haas...nevermind la btw thanks for the wishing ^^ next year will be yours le. Jason also another wu liao person...sms me something which totally no logic?! oh well...i go have some tv and food...everyone see ya there!!

5N2 i'm really honored to be in the same class with you all, some have been with me since sec 1 some are sec 2. And its really awesome to have such a cool and fun loving class. Despite of all the bad things we done but hey...we all been through it together...it maybe graduation day today BUT!!! we will always be the 5N2 we used to be...we maybe soon apart, but we will always be a part of 5n2 as a class...Thank you guys I appreciation all the years with you all. Awesome friends, Awesome teachers!...

Lame boring!~

2006-10-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

Once again i'm posting...hmmm...today i did something really really super wu liao!! When to watch movies alone, wth? watched "Talladega Nights : The Ballad Of Ricky Bobby". Its a not bad show...but i dont mind watching it the 2nd time! LOL!? another funny thing...i finished up my popcorn before the movie even starts,this shows that the advertisement is too long that its enough for me to finish it up haas...well...ok tomorrow graduation day! WOOT!!! All girls do your make up everything look pretty ya? GUYS!!! dress smart look sharp!~ you gonna own all the girls haas...lol...just joking =P you cant own them all, I'm just exaggerating ^^ lolz...ok everyone see ya tomorrow, Love ya all(esp. 5N2 & teachers!)...ciaoz!?

Same old BAD DAY!!!

2006-10-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

Was late for school today...CRAP i missED!!! SS!!!~ so sorry Mr Ting XD. Bloody again...saw that xueyan...see his face dulan already!! jiajun also one...fuck up face!!! bloody hell...once again you all just SUCK! and of course i suck too -.-'' after all i'm to be blame...wtf?!?! nevermind dont feel like typing le...take care...R.I.P all!!!

bad mood!!!~

2006-10-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

Firstly i want to say that...sometimes some people just sucks! till the CORE!! Stupid xueyan...i bloody sucking hate the hell out of you! CAUSE YOU SUCK!!! early in the morning keep di siao me...make me dulan...FUCK YOU!!!...KNN then again in class i change the music only kb so much...jason one of them...and afew more...you all suck suck SUCK!!! all of you bloody fucking IDIOTS!!! how i wish you guys just lie on the floor death and undertakers just get your bodies the hell out of my sight, you ALL IDIOTS!!!...worst people say i talk like their mother wtf? fine lor...i'm a bloody naggy person...nevermind...cant get use to it? then i go away, my attitude is lousy so what!...i know i cant deny it. I just SUCK!!! FUCK!!! I HATE THIS STUPID WORLD!!! IT JUST SUCK!!!!SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~

happy & sad moments

2006-10-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

A day to remember and cry...Chiong my sales today with my IC...got what we wanted 1K of sales!!! break record for something thought. Ate alot of taiwan sausage during work time...even eat while talking to customers -.-'' nevermind its lame i know...XD

After work...went to my ah ma's funeral, dont even know how she look like or even sound like..not even a single memory of me being with her. Today saw my ahgong...he seems sad...but what to say...its also my first time meeting my ahgong. During the ritual even though like i said i dont even know her...somehow i felt sad...tears just flow down...but i dont know why. After so many years of fighting her illness she fallen...for me its unfair. I wasnt given the chance to touch her see her...not even a chance for me to wish her get well soon. Ah ma!!! I LOVE YOU!!!~~ T.T

World peace everyone...world peace!~

Losing something i dont know

2006-10-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

ELLO!!! sianz...today went for CHEC practical thingy...kinda funny lor...i mean the teacher teach but!! i learned nothing -.-'' then that jj learned something...wth? no fair?? But nevermind i'll do self-studies lolz?? When to bugis meet my Onesan...went shop shop...bought my formal...got my tie. Shoes & coat left to go...but seriously...i look extremely stupid in my formal XD. Also bought a new bag haas...sianz lor...

Yesturday someone say i heartless...everyone my i really that heartless?? am i?...got home today found out...one of my grandma passed away...didnt know how she look or sound like...somehow i feel sad...haiz...lose someone again! death cycle...what to do? it cannot be prevented...World peace everyone! love ya all!!

bad day...

2006-10-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

Came early to blog today...cause wouldn't be home that early. Going out with bro dingrong later tonight to study!?!? Didn't slept for the whole night...no idea why? but i just stood awake. get up from bed did some of my studies...boring~ wonder if i'm enemies to balls? hit the ball hit both weixiang and zongyang...both like unhappy...sianz...my fault again XD. No idea whats wrong with those two girls...seems to me like problem again? HATE~ saggy for today...keep on dulan me...talk nicely then he attitude, suan liao...hao le...i gonna get going. "bad day by daniel powter" suits the situation for today. bye~ all...

Sick...So...SICK DAY!!

2006-10-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

Life today...people die people born...people left people came...a death cycle went by thats all. Today was hmmm...lousy day? nevermind talk about that in the later parts. Saw face of sadness today...haas...hope everything will be fine after a bright shiny day tomorrow (hope it doesn't rain!!! will get tempted to ZzZzZ).

LAST EPISODE OF "The Stories Of Love Anthology Series" MUST WATCH!!! Awesome show full of meaning...made me cry...hit me somewhere in my life bah T.T well...ok back to main point why lousy day? didn't sleep well last night was on fever flu and cough...really bad...didn't get to sleep. came to school...Thank GOD! flu gone...but feeling abit hot & cold. Guess due to fever...reach home worst! feeling abit dizzy and weak XD and I'M STILL BLOGGING!!! This shows that you guys should visit more...tag more haas...joking nia ^^ not forcing you all hor...=P

For those who're sick, unwell...or feeling abit down or upset. Do have a sweet dream tonight...may tomorrow be a better day, A GREAT day i should say ya?! fresh air breeze...sign of happiness all over your face! isn't it great ya? haas...take care all~ Peace Out!?!?~...

free period day in school

2006-10-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hellow...everyone~ Its another monday...YES! got PE! happily when to school lolz...had our assembly blablabla~. First two periods GEO! woohooo...study time. Damnit! Mabel leong came in to have a talk with us. wasted our two periods of geo/hist...after that two periods of mother tongue = free period to me. did some worksheet...another disapointment NO PE!! WTH? nevermind lorz...sianz...stone whole day? after that had our recess yadayadayada...kelly tan not unable to teach...great~ five periods free lol? Today...whistle at two!! friends!!! They super 'DAO' never even care to look back!? Make me look like a idiot whistling to the wind...suan liaoz...LOL! Btw kelly made something for our class...even thought she wrote something really...sweet and simple inside but hey...i feel touched that at least she made the effort to!!THANKS KELLY TAN!!! love ya LOTS! <<--- AWEsOmE TEACHER!!! haas... Rest of my day...passes just like a normal human being? did their studies had their dinner used their computers and enjoyed their Tv time. ok sweet and simple end of the day...HAAS!!~ sianz...World Peace ALL!~ STudy hard YA?!?! GTG tata!

Childrens' Day

2006-10-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

Once again...here to wish everyone a Happy Childrens' Day!!! do treat your little siblings well for today and tomorrow haas...Something funny happened on friday. people want me say a "happy birthday"...i though it was a joke, then xueyan keep pulling me. When to get my CLB results lolz...extremely satisfy with it, even though the compo is abit badly done? Oh well...what to do? what is done is already done =.=''

Got con...so owe someone chocolates...wth? dumb of me? guess so...when to Jp take a scroll, nothing much. When to JE nothing much too...so ended up IN!!!~~ IMM haas! bought some tibits eat while shopping for the chocolates. Finish walking the whole IMM only manage to find one stall...kinda late so dont really wanna make the trip to suntec. So bought the chocolates there. Well...took a taxi home...as you can see chocolates do melt!?!? reach home put them in fridge...after that pass the item over...ok...end of story!?

Sms here sms there found out something new today? lol? haas...everyday is a "find out something new day". So its never gonna be boring haas...Had a boring sunday afternoon today, GLAD that ITS NIGHT time now! Well...ok end of all the things today. School tomorrow...why school never celebrate childrens' DAY!?!? ONE HOUR RECESS!!! ONE HOUR RECESS!!! ONE HOUR RECESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~!!!!..........................lol haas...as usual the lame me ^^ world peace all!

stupid anaylase moderate

2006-09-29T20:58:00.000+08:00

Haven't been posting for past two days lol? Lazy to...worst thing my mum conquered my com away!!! I can use it to do serious stuff...she used it to play...wtheck? Oh well...nevermind i forgive her lol!? few days ago well...got back our results lol! teachers shocked...students the same. What to do? we're not working hard enough i guess...i did as bad as my mid-year did. Feel like i have failed myself and my parents...man i must really buck up and do well for it. IF NOT!!! ShAtEC here i come!!! LOL?

Today in class i super lame i go played a funny audio...its one of the voice from "finding nemo" it says about keep swimming thingy...lame me ya? haas...dont blame me...i'm like that!?!? Today wake up super happy at last its PE DAY!!! *jumping with joy!* then during assembly dont know what the teachers talking about really cant hear them clearly...but well i only know its crap? Principal did analyse on moderation...well...its really boring till i fall asleep...saw the results for express alot of B3-B4, C5-C6...stunned...also have this sianz feeling -.-'' At last OUR 5N!!! RESULTS!! lol when it came out mabel leong like bo wei gong...cause our results really OWN ALL CLASSES!!! Well...CLASS BUCK UP MAN!! hope you guys do feel worried. IF you'RE!! then study!! get serious about life man...for those who dont feel a single thing...well...i pity you hope you will...Kai Jiao one day...hope is tomorrow lol? the faster the better for you? No offends man! WORLD PEACE!!!~~

Paiseh Paiseh

2006-09-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

Paiseh...yesturday forgot to update my blog lol? or should i say i'm abit lazy =X. Since yesturday is a history i wouldn't talk about it lol. ok Today super bad day...bloody jiajun treat me that cake -.-'' end up i went to toilet and do two times of big BiG BIG business!!! then it still hurts somemore...nevermind...Damn suay...count myself unlucky then?!

Today...kinda know my results for my science. Was really disappointed...But well...i'm glad that its just prelims. As for those who passed do keep it up ya? I hope everyone starts to get worried now, if not i'll be worried for you. 5N2 lets get through this together as a class...ya? we all can achieve what we want. Problem is do you have the determination? I pray that you all have...and i know you guys will have. I have great faith and confident in you ALL!! JIAYOUZ!!!! All for one, one...for ALL!! ok i go orh orh liao XD...bye all enjoy my post haas...lol...lame me...oh ya! btw all...FYI...WORLD PEACE!!! ^^

Day of knowing the truth

2006-09-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

Boring and lousy day...early in the morning it started to rain ZzZzZ! but well at least geo teacher said that our class did better then mid year!!! WOOHOOO!!~~ Had my CLB oral today...damnit why cant our school facilities and design look better then pioner secondary school? its like they're way better then ours. Me,rul and seng...did count down lol...one by one as they leave. OF course at last our turn. Damn bored...once i open my mouth those teachers give a sucky face again. Isit all teachers give those faces during oral examinations?? seriously...no idea...=.=''

Poor rul...fasting...lol...stay strong XD. Heard that kelly had injury so we went to buy a card for her, hope that she will get well soon haas...kelly!!! faster come back!! we need you for POA! lol? Heard and knew something today...what a great day i should say! what a great day...~ the sky is turning grey...it must be raining...

oh well...JJ!!! woot!! nice skin dude! nice first blog! keep it up man i'll link ya...remember to link me =P. Take care guys gtg...my bed is waiting for me XD.

Another day at work?!?!

2006-09-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

Haas...back to blogging again! Today...damn boring day...wake up then soon need to prepare to go to work. LOL? Bloody hell...first thing reach work...straight away saw that there is some event prepared at jp. Heng...today the IC is mabel...if not die liao le la!!! At start sales quite good sia...once event start!!! OMG!!! sales bad till siao?! THE MOST STUPID THING!! the events are stupid...got singing...but its kinda like cant hear? got dancers all hunk sia...lol?? The funniest is the project runway thingy...they design till like their faces dont suit their wear. See till i laugh...today saw some cute babies who came to our shop. Play with babies lol...they so KAWAYI!!! OK!!! gtg...sianz...tomorrow back to normal school timeslots. Worst...is that maybe tomorrow will be getting back results. All the best guyS! World peace ALL!!!~~~OHH...YEAH!!! WAZZUP!!!! lol...~

End of marriage sermons

2006-09-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

Good morning everyone! lol? haas...paiseh nowadays posting kinda late in the night. BO Bian...came home late...on the way to boonlay mrt saw huihui(cgm) at bus stop lol so coincidence. when to jp do some shopping for meiling's birthday present...WALAO!!! shop about 40mins then manage to get one...somemore its just a...T-shirt...!?!? so super hungry today bought some bread from breaktalk smuggle it up to the mrt...take a 1hour+ journey to expo...while on mrt happily eating my bread...some people stare at me eating. Seriously...whats wrong with eating bread?? After the long and boring journey at last expo -.-'' late for service for about 20mins...!! Nevermind settle down saw my cg...then got a old couple wanna squeeze in bo bian...i give up sit end up at delta terrace.

Pastor preached some stuff...really hit some part of my heart and life. Feel sad...can feel tears in my eyes...yet cant cry it out. Found out something i really done wrong...something i should really work on it. Found something to say but yet...it cant be heard haas...Gosh~ what am i thinking?? haas...ok back to topic -.-'' straight after service dont know for what stupid reason me and jeryee sitting there waiting for meiling...end up we PS her and when to mrt with the rest le. bought chocolates WOAH! awesome taste lol...stupid jeryee keep giving attitude~ whack you ah...reach bedok when to have dinner with the rest the food there really very small amount. Like eating a chicken with only the wings...well...nevermind about it. BIG BIG coincidence!! saw meiling and the rest on the mrt lol...somemore same cabin!?!? lol? wtcrap? ok ok...enough for today...*yawn* tired sia...tomorrow still need to work X) see ya again guys!~ WORLD PEACE! -.-'' sorry i always do the world peace thingy bo bian addicted to it...haas...

Man night

2006-09-23T02:49:00.000+08:00

WOAH!!!~~~ 2.40am yet i'm still posting haas...mentally retard? lol? Today was a great start of a day...but dear MR hengwah...meet me at 9.30! end up 10am+ then reach school. then again dont know which idiot told me is to report at 10.05 make me wake up so SUPER EARLY! When for bio practical lesson...first step then do wrong le so when to pour the water away~! THEN! SHIT! burn till my finger kena blister walao WORST IS BREAK A BEAKER!! gonna cost me some bucks le...so unlucky X) but heng...at last now its getting better. Straight after school...still need wait for joen to pass disc to lun...waited and waited so super long!!...pif!...pif!...PIF!...

When to gym...to a deserted toliet did our change up walao i look like a idiot for what i wearing to gym -.-'' knowing that jj dont like to run...lol we went in first thing me lun & rul go run...haas...jj sianz diaoz...pity him sometimes =X. We played with dumbell...as for lun as usual see chio bu again lol? had some fun with the equipments playing with them...wash them with my sweat haas...done...we sign out we when for our dinner haas...WE ATE ROTI PRATA!!! morning also eat malay store...wa se...what day isit today? hari raya? oh well...nevermind rul gonna fasting soon...rul jiayou you can do it de -.-'''! when to a pavilion haas...did some small little chat. i DID & tried something new awesome babe...lol? shhh...you three better dont say it out...if not i chop ChOp CHOP! we end up in a man talk -.-''' see before USA(me),France(rul),Britian(lun) and USSR(jj) did man talk? can see 4 big countries doing discussion on crap and jokes? lol...haas...hey guys great day man! enjoy it thanks ya all ^^ haas...

Wei...JO! i think you can try those orange,purple,pink tablets le? maybe those will control you at home situation? lol? haas...btw today morning really sorry ah...suddenly just blow up then..."+ - * / @#!$%" haas...no offends ^^ today one of my best day in life even though abit suay in the morning but it will be fine soon lol?...sianz...my flu getting back le...gonna use more and more tissues X) ok guys you all take care man...will be back tomorrow night again to blog...CIAOZ! WORLD PEACE!!!~~

The day prelims over...

2006-09-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

Everybody good morning!!! see time its already a 'Am' haas...lol? crap me? well yes i'm crapping you all who is looking at this blog. What a great night of chit chat and study...studied with some juniors...lame them? haas...talk crap about teachers gossiping around shhh...=X we piggy around with all the 'so-call' craps we had we all throw them out to one another. Laughed like a piece of cake? haas...again had mac for my dinner lol? whole day mac meal...boring~ LOL! One junior find a little baby boy so cute i told her to go kipnap bring home...hmmm...stupid blur joanna tell me dont teach her friend to "fan zhui" end up she say till "FANG SHUI"!!! LOL WTHECK?!!! really...laugh till drop dead...DROP DEAD!!!!!~~ get to think of it...walao makes me want to laugh while banging the table =.= OH YA!!!joanna REMEMBER to eat your red, yellow and green tablets!!! and also your rainbow colour thingy de...do enjoy it haas...no offends ^^

WoW!!! finished my meal! of course we walked our seperate ways home...stupid motor! speed nearly got me banged off...bloody hell him!! zao zhi dao use the pedestrian crossing...around 11pm at last hengwah give me a call le...thought where he gone to never came school today for his paper! kinda worried for him. *WHACK* him ah! then he said he overslept wt?... well nevermind at least he is coming to school tomorrow for practical! good BRO! at last willing to go school le lol??...sianz...feeling abit tired le...after so many hours of not enough sleep, it really kills and well seriously breaking down..missing my bed! end of story today lol? Make a prayer everynight just for the sake of those who're suffering from mishap or war. WORLD PEACE! everyone...woohoO!~

The WORST DAY AND NIGHT!!!

2006-09-21T11:25:00.000+08:00

Yo...there everyone! Haas...Today...wake up early go to school just to attend and finish up the 1hour science paper 1! seriously...i personally think its a waste of time...well the paper is kinda hard, but manage to pull through it! <---MIRACLE! XD lol... after that went to have breakfast with pittra they all at mac. Then saw weiloong kaihui and lao gao!!!Weiloong say till i like no money to eat big breakfast like that...WA SE!!! depress liao la...haas!~ alvin came along after sometime, lol his hairstyle change abit le XD. BTW pittra hope you'll be able to control ben's wife lol?

ok...yesturday was the worst of all nights...my flu got worst! fever shoot up and down!! and i cant get myself to sleep!!! the funniest thing is that i only manage to fall asleep at 5am!!! after that 6am WAKE UP!!! its like...1hour lol? but somehow feel energetic(its like so little rest yet so energetic abit no link no logic?) Then during my exam damn unlucky! sit infront of fan...walao blow till i'm feeling shivering cold running nose getting worst!!! Jinghan thanks ah!! help me get a piece of tissue from joen lol!! but well it came to alot of help =.=''' Sianz...MR LEE announced tomorrow will be having lessons on science practical...guess its only like afew weeks to O levels practical!!! Intensive practical doing...lol? everybody JIAYOU!!!~~ World PEACE ALL!! AOD rulez....=P

unlucky evening

2006-09-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

Here again to blog!~... haas...see the title? guess should know what happened le. After so many days of insomnia at last break down and fall sick le. Guess nowadays just have too much things crushing down haas...used up about 5 packets of tissue!!! add panadol!!! worst thing temperature shooting up again!?!? XD flu not yet cured getting worst...lol? did some revision on my chem prepared for tomorrow science paper 1. Isit my skin sensative or what? nowadays during night time its getting colder and colder. Lol??

Home sweet Home...haas...how sweet of my home always so empty one. Parents working again...alone at home again...feelings kinda tired today guess due to the stupid sickness of mine. Well guess its enough for now...remember...I'll WILL Be bACk~ oh ya FYI everyone promote WORLD PEACE!! There is never a empty feeling in your heart, cause one will always know that...someone special have already filled it up with love. WORLD PEACES guys...world PEACe...

legendary 1ST post...

2006-09-20T11:18:00.000+08:00

YO WAZZUP!!! everybody...WORLD PEACE babe...lol? sorry getting abit crappy! Here my first post...lousy one i should say haas...nothing better to do so did some editing in my blog well...learned something new though. So you all like it? if YES!!...treat me to a meal lol...joking nia!! =P Darn!? later going to church to study...kinda lazy to go out!~ isit me or isit just my laziness...or worst...both?? haas...will blog again later tonight. PLEASE TAG!!! once again...WORLD PEACE!~