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About Me
I'm not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I wish to save the world if i can. Life is not beautiful to me but rather cruel. Ima 18 but always feel like 30. I'm into learning anything as long as you're willing to teach me.
Guess its been freaking 4-5months since i updated ya? well...guess i've been voted to be the worst asshole/jerk/bastard/moron for this very new year. Sometimes i've always think, whats best for a person? what does a person deserve to have or not to have? I believed i deserve nothing...not even the oxygen roaming around earth. Terence-san, ba-ka! Sigh...depressed depressed depressed...what am i gonna do? nothing...but just the old me...emotionless, do things alone, learn...push till the extend of dying so i know how i feel. Mi-na-san, o gen ki desu?
Devil signed off at 12:36 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
F1!! and a great news?
Alright people i went down to work at SingaporeGP today...a.k.a F1! I'm under the stewarding department, even though very tough but i guess its worth it? i saw lots and lots of familiar faces! First i saw Alda, she is working under...cant remember which hotel! but as a kitchen helper. And saw Alina, who is working under hilton and she is currently studying in clementi ITE culinary skills..GOOD CHOICE!! ONE OF MINE! then of course saw this good Bro of mine, Meng Poh!!! i dont know isit coincident or not, he is working under Hilton TOO!!! So far saw some other familiar faces but they're all Shatec people...so not gonna further saw it out. And i recently went full time at my workplace, given a title...assistent manager. My job? Learn how to do paperwork, ordering and meeting suppliers. And of course learn everything that is required to learn. Today meet a new girl, pretty nice person see i pushing the stuff till gonna die off she offered me a sweet. Motivation i guess? or not? dont really care cause work still goes on!!! I took some video and pictures...maybe i'll post it up at the end of the whole event on sunday. Ciao...
Devil signed off at 2:15 AM
Monday, September 01, 2008
Deprived Life day 8
Was expecting myself to go school today...but guess what? I dont know what i had caused my allegy on my body which is whole body i mean including my >>>ass...wth? Which is very unbearable! its extremely itchy yet tempted to scratch but you cant! of course went to work today...work responsibility guess i'm still better at that. Had Chao guo tiao today...tell the uncle no cockles...NO COCKLES!!! doubled confirm with him again NO COCKLES! i think he is both deaf and blinded...he put like two inside la...wth...cause my whole body to be more itch! anyways my whole body is like covered with calamine lotion...i'm all white...crap! nothing much gonna take my drowsy medicine now...if any happen to PM me on msn and i didnt reply = i'm A-SLE-EP ya? thanks for the taking the time to read through, thank you for your co-operation and hope to see you again. Bye Bye! Thats all folks...CIAO!
Devil signed off at 10:22 PM
Deprived Life day 7
woah woah woah...terence you should take it easy man! That is for me myself. What happened? after that gather with 10DB on friday ended at 5am with sage though. and guess what next day i working and having another drinking session! this time worst! till around 6am!!! Killing myself badly man...but it was pretty alright. That day was my shatec best friend's birthday party! helped one of working colleague to drink her losing in game...heck! end up i'm drinking all for her!! cause she keep losing!!! lol? What can i say? dont want to see girls getting drunk? hmm...lets see nothing really much happened recently...i cant believed i worked so badly till i didnt do any of my projects with my group...guess next week is gonna be shit! or should i say tomorrow? and i'm working full week!!! FAGG!!! nevermind...life goes on...guess i gonna flank again for this semester...aye? thats all for now... Ciao!
Devil signed off at 1:06 AM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Deprived Life day 6 10DB gathers
Yesterday was teacher's day celebrate but of course not for SHATEC. Hmm...didnt went to school due to really bad migrate! so i end up taking MC. feel like cutting my that bloody brain out so it wont affect me again! *argghh*! Anyways went to meet up with 10DB! meeting time 4pm but that LIT JIAJUN! he was late for more than an hour...how nice...whats the worst? he was the one who wants to meet early and find that meeting at 4pm is kinda draggy!? Anyways i meet up with ellen and weilun before heading to cityhall. Funny thing is i'm wearing directly opposite of what ellen is wearing. Jiajun says: We all go drink @ starbucks ok? Ellen says: Why not go coffeebean? since majority of us drinks coffeebean? Jiajun says: Dont want...i got no money to drink @ coffeebean! i only got starbucks voucher!! Everyone: Laughs OUT LOUD! cum no comments... end up all go coffee bean drink and we treated jiajun to a very nice cup of 1/3 sugar syrup and 2/3 water! haas...he got tricked...this shows he is pretty blur also! me & alvin drank mocha ice blended, derrick had caramel mocha, ellen had...eh...i dont know what =X sorry! Larry came along with "shi mu" and off we go to pepper lunch...everyone ate...ALVIN!!! WHY NEVER EAT!!! Well nevermind i cooked my beef medium rare though thats the best i doneness i love for beef meat! Finished our meal we dropped by the fountain of wealth and took a glance and had some picture. Got to comment on this the EMC/DJ really suck big time especially his voice...freaky irritating! Off we went to holland V! open a bottle of smirenoff!!! its vodak just so you all know. jiajun had about 5 glass he fell asleep again...damn...always makes me wonders how he do that!? skilled i guess! first off was larry & "shi mu"...then alvin jaron and kef. so left me and ellen waiting for sage to come along, we drink and talk eat and talk...at last he came he had one helluva time! ellen was tired so we all decided to go back...cab-ed! ellen back home me and sage went to had some red wine! Not a bad bottle just that not flavoured enough but its still smooth to the throat, not as acidic as i expect...so i suppose their tannit(cant remember the spelling of it) content is not high. Went off at 5am reached home and watch TV awhile had my bath dropped dead! End of yesterday's gathering...but i should say its one helluva gather! People! we shall have something like this in one to two months time ya? please attend to it! Ciao!
Devil signed off at 2:43 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Deprived Life day 5
I went to rent some disc yesterday just to watch it in school during lesson. We watched "the pianist" very nice show i should say...its something about the world war II. Its about germans with jewish people and how russian came to settle it down. My class had a great time but sad to say no one appreciated my effort of renting it and doing all the video set up *disappointed yet again*! Today! is a very special day...its my friends' birthday and yes TWO of them. Well nothing much though just wished them happy birthday and both demanded me to bake -.-'' hmm...alright maybe next week i'll consider. Mom have currently went out for two days...i'm home alone...and i feel great! Life is great when you're all alone and no one cares. Guess i'll sign off here having some stomach problems...adios people...
Devil signed off at 11:36 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Deprived Life day 4
Today went ice skating with my classmates didnt know its one of their birthday. We had a little fun but still i seemed to not really enjoyed it even though i tried to smile and go high throughout the event. I was thinking of buying a skates and learn how to skate well. But its just a though. And i've tried to join the Singapore Kendo Association...pretty cool...hope i can get through the audition. Been pretty stressed lately...felt like i've been tied down by something but i dont know what. Life goes on yes and bla...decided to continue doing what i'm doing now for the rest of the 10years down the road or so...at least i do enjoy it i guess...maybe not? no idea? Sometimes people asked me why never go out with your friends? Man...i'm living in a deprived world! Alot of things just happen to clash and i end up alone doing which ever stuff it is! thinking of something my ex mention...maybe i'm alone all the while? well...dont really care! There is nothing much in my life that is worth the fight...at least i know my dream is worth. Using my dreams to push myself everyday to the limits, so as i dont feel tired or anything...and talking about that my mom is giving me all the cash problems again...bills and bills and bills...mom and dad and dad and dad...peace is a problem at home..or should i say my home is too peaceful that you felt nothing in it. Adios people...
Devil signed off at 11:36 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
Deprived life day 3
Ok today is really a helluva Sleep deprived day...i slept around 3am and a nightmare a ghost was like haunting me non-stop! and of course i woke up...and bloody hell!!! ITS ONLY 6AM!!! MY LESSON IS AT 11.30!!!! *pissed~* so didnt get any sleep and when to school with a zombie face again...tried to sleep abit in class but totally cant so i breaked a record of one full day totally no nap time...which is pretty impressive *clap clap clap* alright i'm being sarcastic for a moment. Tomorrow is a project day so i'm off from school...tomorrow going out with some of my classmates for some ice skating and celebration of birthday and of course work...and work and work...friday is drinking session for 10DB...man...everyone better be present if not...if not...well ok nothing -.-''' its not like i'm gonna kill you or what? Soon its gonna be end of month aye? Kinda missing something real bad but well cant be helped...just being deprived i guess? Lately my dad have been troubling me and i felt kinda frustrated, can you believe it? he called me in the middle of my work just to ask me how to on the scv? And its like so busy and i though its something important or emergency! and he come out with this kind of asking...damn...whats wrong with the world man...i just wanna enjoy my work time alone! And its ruin ruin RUIN EVERY SINGLE TIME! DAMN!~ Just asking for some peace man...why people keep coming up with problems to pester me...life just suck for those moments!
